WEEEEE!
quiz time. to cheer me up. x)

1st.
1. Would you rather be called baby or babe?
none, cos those names kinda reminds me of a sex deprived freak. but if its a must choose between those two, baby.
2. Would you rather be doing this survey or watching television?
doind this survey la! hahaha
3. How are you feeling today?
abit sad la...ya.
4. What is on your bed right now?
erm..3 pillows- 2 big one small, 1 turtle, 2 dogs- one big, one small, two bankets- one duvet one thin. yups. x) ahaha
5. What are you looking forward to?
surprisingly wednesday. hahaha
6. Do you miss anyone?
hmms. ya. kara. the other...i dunno. im having mixed feelings ya? wed see how it goes.
7. Where is he or she?
LOL. one in korea. the other at home. :)
9. When will you smile?
when i feel like it.
10. Did you see anyone you knew last Friday night?
ehhh. yea.. my family. xP
11. What are your plans for Saturday night?
no idea...haha
12. Do you have classes tomorrow?
lol, yea i guess you can say that, i got plh tomorrow. :)
13. What other windows do you have open besides this one?
dunno?
14. What are you going to eat for supper?
don't eat supper deh..
15. Is it your favorite dinner?
is what?
16. Do you knock or ring the doorbell?
ring, but when i figure that the bell's not working, i knock.
17. Do you love compliments?
haha, who doesn't?
21. Do you believe in yourself?
sometimes..when im feeling intimidated, no..
22. How many times have you listened to the song you're listening to now?
30+ bahs, i love it! x)
23. Do you have a daily planner? If so,do you keep up with it?
lol, its cos i know i cant keep up with one that i don't keep one. xD
24. Who was the last person you commented?
hmms. edwin, was telling him what he was best at.
25. What did you say?
haha, huh?
26. Do you like to sing?
yea, love it :)
27. Did you take your default picture yourself ?
haha, yea. xP
28. Did you change anything on your friendster page today?
naaa. for what??
29. You got a message, who is it usually from?
strangers on friendster, friends on hp.
30. Name one person that you haven't seen in 3 days.
all from school!
31. What would you do if he/she showed up on your front porch.
ahaha, ask wassup and what he/she wants.
32. What are you wearing?
shirt n jeans
33. What did you wear when you're out today?
shirt, jeans, belt, flats..
34. Where did you wear this to?
church and plaza sing
35. How was your day?
better? lol

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2nd.
1. I've come to realize that my ex....
is someone i still like but still need to learn and be more matire before having any steads.
2. I am listening to...
Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne
3. I talk...
when i wanna.
4. I love...
someone.
5. My best friend....
is out there somewhere?
7. I lost...
couple of gd frens, sadly.
8. I hate it when people...
backstabb me and bitch bout my frenz.
9. Love Is...
something i don't understand yet, but hopefully will when ive matured more.
10. Marriage is...
something thats ever lasting, forever, full of commitment, trust, and love.
11. Somewhere, someone is...
dying
12. I'll always be...
someone there.
13. I have a crush on...
someone*same as above*
14. The last time I cried was..
today
15. My cell phone is...
nokia 6100
16. When I wake up in the morning...
i brush my teeth and wash up xD
17. Before I go to sleep at night...
i daydrm..lol..
18. Right now I am thinking about...
edwin...haiz.
19. Babies are...
a new existence.. and are SO FREAKING CUTE!!! hahaha
20. I get on friendster...
when i recieved a msg or testi or request. lol. oh, and wen im bored. xD
21. Today I....
realised somethin
22. Tonight I will...
sleep? haha
23. Tomorrow I will...
go to church
24. I really want...
to talk to him =(
25. The person who most likely to repost this is...
no clues




haish. stupid com. make me repeat cos it didnt work first time. erghhh.

anyway, today was ..really.. hurting, ya?
it was like, my mum offered to show me the bus way to church, so ya. went with my mum. ate breakfast with her and aunty dot at mc; saw edward there to...made arrangements to go to catch deathnote with clara n him x) mum & aunty dot said edward very cute, like small booy like that. haha!

was feeling pretty high since yesterday, kept singing on the streets, you know? haha, yea, that sorta wacky, something i dont usually do unless i feel extremely comfortable with my surroundings. got in2 the church and dang, my feet were like aching like HELL la. had blisters at the back :(

went to the church office get some like plasters, then met pastor peter on the way. he and my mum started like talking la, then he was encuraging me for the singing thing. yea, felt better ^^ its cool huh, how a pastor is so nice.

went up then it got worse. everyone was staring at me. like, why is she here? that sorta stare..no one even bother to say hi! or give me a smile. they all just...stared. even if they smiled, it felt so...ingenuine. you know? i quickly looked for a place to sit, and started to draw. it felt..so weird. and, my heart wasn't in the drawing. i couldn't take it. after a while, i realized someone was still looking at me. aunty uli asked what was i in...and i told her i was trying out for back-up singing in church. i told her how awful it felt, being like the only new one in there with no real friends. liesl in school. kara in korea. amanda still on her way over. she didn't seem to understand. oh well...

i couldn't take it, and smsed amanda " HELP. " she said she was downstairs... when i went up the lift with her and tried to explain whats wrong..i couldn't, if i did, id start crying. again. she stayed by me the entire time. so bascally, one side, i had her. the other side, i had aunty uli, and i felt a lil better. i-zacks dad obviously didn't reconize me till aunty uli said i was "tommy's sis". wow, fantastic. even though he knows my mum, and even though i went out with i-zack and the twins before when i was much younger, he doesnt reconise me. cool. im labelled my bro's sis. WOW, aint that FAB. haiz.

it stuck me how fake it felt. she, these people always smile, and ask you "join the worship team!". but do they really mean it? beneath those grins, are they really wanting people to come? wreck thier comfortable comfort zone.
then i thought of when i met shanky and farhim in the lrt. how they greeted me with a smile, even though i don't really talk to them. how they just chatted with me, ask about me, and listened. how they updated me with the goings and all that.
why is it, that the church kinda group which is suppose to be, you know, going the extra mile, isn't doing anything at all? while two regular people can do so much more to make me feel fine? how is it that us christians aren't doing the thing we are suppose to do?

best thing is that out of the whole church, the two other friendliest people i met apart from amanda was not the seniors, but the two youngest of the whole worship team, athelia and grace. hannah, yea, she was enthu as ever...but athelia and grace..were so much different from the rest. you know? why is it that the juniors are actually helping me get used in this outer zone, way way out of my comfort zone, and why isn't it the seniors, who are more expirenced then them?...

did some quizzes on friendster..still going to do actually. lol, they're pretty fun. dinner was cool too, btw. haha, kinda saw i was abit what with the post. back to topic..:)
dinner at secret recipe, had meatball spag..x) freakin funny can?? we were like looking at the menu, i was kinda goign to start drawing again then this guy suddenly out of no where ask for our order. freaky la!!!!! erghhh. turned out that he was a manga artist himself, did some strips with some friends, but no longer did it. said my work got standered. =D yaye~ first comment from e adult stranger! weeeeee~ haha, pretty cool hor?


btw. here are the answers to the tags.

<CHIAmichelle>: heyy! im here to tag.. so.. TAG! :)
<Ellumic>: hahah anything lah lol Edward here
<valie>: hello huixian!
<varun>: Phew! thank goodness, the pervert is a killer man! Anyway, merry belated x'mas and happy new year. allthe best in sec3 life ^^
<varun>: how come got so few links? askin because im not there >(
<winnie>: hey..uhm relink me at -paperkisses

michelle- hey! haha, thanks :)
ellumic- lol, orh
valie- hey val! :)
varun- lol, tnks u too =) haha, cos i decided those tt dont care i just dont link lorh. =/ lol, wld link u soon, don worry :)
winnie- haha, ok




im so bloody scared bout tomorrow. can???? T_T

haish. actually, today started out ok deh. i felt light and cheerful, and then my mum offered go science centre see the ifuture cos i wanted too...damnit nice lorh!
haha, got a lychee malt suger kinda lollipop..:) then explore de rest of sci centre xD

went bk movie den bought some shoes and eugene's pressie xD watched confessions of pains... not bad..

den rmb tomorrow. sian diao. got backup singing..i tink?..





flower power! ***





hartz~ <3





gothic bdae!





fallinnnn liaaaoooooo





RAWR!~





sweet dreams :)





ZzZzZzzzz "sleeping in progress"





yaye! happy bdae kara =)





kara :)





laugh lik siao. -.-'"





yaye! eating takopachi~~ i like!!!





eeyerr..my mouth full again..i look so weird. hahaha!





look at how kara eats!!!





how she eats....2. haha





block la!





half eaten liao..haha





manda-panda!!! haha





haha, i eat till like tt..xD





shona! :D





im so sian diao..





cosplayer in a mrt! omg!! haha





cosplay event 2006





ouran high





gundam seed





wow! look at e fighting skills!





haha, a pro cosplayer?





fma





flame of recca's nemisis





chun li?...haha





sora! =D





the winning grp! :)





weee! take a lookie at that guy carrying that girl from tsubasa chronicles x)




haha, this girl is so cute. x)








To get you guys updated on the dec month of moi, i shall write them down. x) yea, im so blooody nice. hahaha! i went to europe beggining of the month from, and made some really cool friends, like candice, weihan, kenneth and the M brothers. took neos with kara, shona and amanda, welcomed back the mission group at e airport, went to e movies, all that crap. x) not bad hor?

oh ya, i got ffxiii!!! YAYE~ haha, the animations rawks BIG TIME. the soundtrack also! so OMG can?? haha..
aiya. lost e nack of blogging liao. use to blog better. noe so wat deh...sian. haish....




I..finally...finished!!!! WOOTS* Hahaha, yea, I'm back..surprisingly. Lol, on 26th december 2006, huixian has finally got down to doing her damned skin and finished at....4.03am. xD yea..im suppose to be sleeping..haiz. see la you all, i so nice right?! stay up so that you would have something to read...=.=* lol. yea, made another skin's format already. so its kinda all done. x)

oh btw bloggers, friends, whoever! if you want me to link you (scept a certain few close friends), please,tell me. cos like, i have a buncha old friends blogs that are hardly updated. dont really see e point of linking them, ya? i'd write more nex time. :) ciao~